| It gets me at night
I can't hide from it at night. I can run around all day long and ignore it, but at night I can't forget. It's too quiet at night
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| I understand the reason. I understand why, but I still don't like it. In some ways I asked for this and now that it's happening I'm not happy because it's not happening how I wanted it too. That's really ridiculous of me.
I wanted this, I prayed for it, hoped for it, begged for it, and now because it isn't how I want it I'm unhappy.
I wish the word ungrateful didn't apply to me right now.
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| It's hard to believe that this time next week, I'll be at home. It's kinda bittersweet. I love the life that I have made for myself here. I love my friends and my church here! I love my family and friends at home though too and I miss them. It's so odd that I'll be home in Zachary for the summer. I'll no longer have my dorm, or my job at the library. It's a change. I used to hate change, but now I want to use it as best I can
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| I'm pretty mad at myself right now..........I do really stupid things sometimes.
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